BEFORE, PRESENT...AND AFTER TOMORROW

Day to day you far from me my friend. I feel that day to day when i need someone to share my feeling i know i cant do as before where i can share every moment with you. Friend, i dont know why and what happen but one thing i know you different than i know you for the first time. Maybe time flies make people change yes, that one of the reason. What i' ve done never perfect in your eyes and everything i've done is a mistake for you. I dont mind being scolded but im still a human who i still have heart. My heart sometime cant accept what you said even i never told you, i never show to you. I cover everything with my laugh you know why? Because i dont want make this more worst and i really love this relationship. As i told you, i never friend as i friend with you in my life. I friend with you more than friend and you are part of my family for me, my sister. I trust you more than i trust my family but recently i really feel uncomfortable with your attitute. I cant tell you because y

Today I gather with my cell group friends. Im so.happy when I can join them again with full of laugh, love, joke, happiness and all are sweetness than bitterness...Thank you Lord because give me another chance, another day when I can forget other things happen in my life. Yeah, I admit im feeling down for the pass this few days when I kept being scolded, nagging by who I really care, love in my life. No need to me say who is it but I believe God know and let him only know that okay. Just now aunty Doris said whatever happen when we in other place not wrong for us to be always humble, just take it easy and enjoy every happiness in our life. Why we want to waste our time think about something make us more miserable. Today I learned and understood that not bad for us being humble. We silent not mean we are loser because we dont want to follow other people attitude. Me and myself who cannot be others. GOD, from now and onwards no need for me to think much about other, take it easy and alwa