BEFORE, PRESENT...AND AFTER TOMORROW

Day to day you far from me my friend. I feel that day to day when i need someone to share my feeling i know i cant do as before where i can share every moment with you. Friend, i dont know why and what happen but one thing i know you different than i know you for the first time. Maybe time flies make people change yes, that one of the reason. What i' ve done never perfect in your eyes and everything i've done is a mistake for you. I dont mind being scolded but im still a human who i still have heart. My heart sometime cant accept what you said even i never told you, i never show to you. I cover everything with my laugh you know why? Because i dont want make this more worst and i really love this relationship. As i told you, i never friend as i friend with you in my life. I friend with you more than friend and you are part of my family for me, my sister. I trust you more than i trust my family but recently i really feel uncomfortable with your attitute. I cant tell you because y

Today I gather with my cell group friends. Im so.happy when I can join them again with full of laugh, love, joke, happiness and all are sweetness than bitterness...Thank you Lord because give me another chance, another day when I can forget other things happen in my life. Yeah, I admit im feeling down for the pass this few days when I kept being scolded, nagging by who I really care, love in my life. No need to me say who is it but I believe God know and let him only know that okay. Just now aunty Doris said whatever happen when we in other place not wrong for us to be always humble, just take it easy and enjoy every happiness in our life. Why we want to waste our time think about something make us more miserable. Today I learned and understood that not bad for us being humble. We silent not mean we are loser because we dont want to follow other people attitude. Me and myself who cannot be others. GOD, from now and onwards no need for me to think much about other, take it easy and alwa

MY MEMORY...THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY..

WONDERFUL MEMORY

ermm...lama dah nda mengisi ruang blog ku...suddenly i remember i have a blog. And too long i didn't write any news about me. My convocation its already pass 1 year ago...huhu...forget to upload my wonderful memory. now im attached at SRDC office as Volunteer Staff. My life after get this job really different than before...i mean before this i'm a student... now as a worker. Sangat mencabar...setiap hari ada2 saja mslah. if i always think that problem im really tired and stress. If can i really want to forget everything that make me feel down...but what can i do?? this is trial God give to me in my life...im a Human should be patience for every problem come to me...just accept from the positive side...I know God know that im a strong person and can accept whatever trial His give to me...Thank God that should i do...

emmm....time nie aku sangat malas. nda boleh disebut lagi kemalasannya...hehe...roomate aku layan movie, aku pulak layan laptop sambil dengar traxxfm. duinaa...berapa hari lagi mau final exam. aku mmg slalu gni. sal jak mau final aku mals then asl jak aku mals mau final exam la tu...hehehe...buat coretan di blog nie pun aku nda da idea langsung sebenarnya. huhuhu... dun know why i'm still like this, evertime...evry minute...every second i want to change myself but i can't do that. still bad feeling, bad attitude that is important. hhuhu...by the way...i need some rest bfore to continue my study this nite... ACTUALLY I MISS HIM SO MUCH...